Monday, October 25, 2004

I haven't fiddle with my account for almost 3 days now. It seems like the loss I've experience has been improved to about 0.17% thank to the improvement of the Small Cap Fund. However the Dana Dinamik has decrease by 0.02 percent. I still haven't figured out what to do with my reserve cash yet. I'll buy a few more other funds before I apply for another account to fund another type of portfolio next month.

Friday, October 22, 2004

I recovered almost 10% of my lost by buying the Small Cap Fund. It seems as the small cap fund is a strong fund to focus on. Hopefully the economy would fluctuate badly this time of the year. I'm keeping track of the latest market news from newspapers and current affairs in the country. What I need to do now is to learn more about this game and how do I utilize it.



If you are interested to know more about myself, you can surf around on my other blog which is a bit private by clicking here.

Monday, October 18, 2004

A week has past and now comes the fasting month for muslim. It's kind of an advantage for me since fasting added some more free time in term of my productivity time. The past few days were very busy days, however I did manage to organize some of my fund for the game I'm playing. The result wasn't showing anything impressive and I've lost quite a large number of my money. Take a look at the screenshot below:



By the way, the reason I name it Totalwealth because the company I'm working with, actually organize a wealth education course called The Totalwealth Makeover. Since I'm one of the graduate, so I took pride to name it as my portfolio's name. Either way, I hope the next coming week should show some surplus in conjuction of my 23rd birthday. Keep an eye for this page ver very soon.

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Today, something amazing happen to me. I was just about to read and study more about the game I'm playing when suddenly my phone rang. It was from someone I've never even met or heard of but he insisted of making an appointment with me. Apparently I found out that he got my number from one of my best friend and he wanted to show some financial product from Prudential (I'm being straight here by stating the company's name).

Since I'm already making an appointment with one of Prudential financial planning agent, I did some research over the net to see how Prudential performance and credibility. They were quite good since they rank 2nd in life insurance sales when I last checked it. The company was also long established and have a good track record. The appointment was made at a local 'mamak' restaurant. The agent, Mr. Lye was a good looking person and I had no problem communicating with him. Basically I was already sold before the presentation started but either way, I need to know all the details about the product he's offering. The product was a life insurance linked with investment plan. I was indeed looking for a medical and life insurance at that time since I was at risk of accident every single day because I ride a motorbike to work.

The man had a good selling skill and I finally signed on the dotted line. This means that I now have a nest for my long term plan plus a medical benefit and a life insurance but it doesn't stop here. I remembered about the 1st chapter in Robert G. Allen's Multiple Stream of Income book which stated about the power of compound interest. I'm finding out ways to create another financial nest for my short and mid-term financial success. For this purpose, I guess I need to seek more information from printed materials and meeting more people who are an expert in financial planning.

In the mean time, I'll read some other materials regarding the game I'm playing. Happy Planning!

Saturday, October 09, 2004

For almost a month I haven't write anything on this blog. I've been concentrating on my other blog on a very well known website called the X-Fresh. It's basically a teen community portal however, I like to feel young by being friends with younger people.

Anyway, I have a new mission right now. Recently, I registered to participate in an Investment game done by a local magazine called Personal Money.

In this game, I am given RM100,000 to invest in unit trust. I don't even understand what unit trust is, I normally heard of it but I've never actually do anything about it. So, right now I'm educating myself about personal finance by voraciously reading a lot of material about it. I have a long way to go plus, I've changed my blog name from idrusz to ashrufzz.blogspot.com since I'm using ashrufzz as my display name in the game. Therefore, I'm dedicating this blogpage as my journal where I'll record every step I've taken for the game I'm playing.

Wish me luck in this astonishing endeavour. ;-)

Sunday, September 12, 2004

I have 3 e-mail accounts and I normally access them every single day. The past few weeks, I've been occupied with a lot of work and eventhough I do an online job in my work, I wasn't able to digest all my e-mail.

My 1st e-mail is my Hotmail. I've been using this account since 1996. It was my first e-mail I've registered, that time the internet was relatively new here. My 2nd e-mail is Yahoo Mail, this one I use because it had a lot larger space compared to Hotmail. I've registered quite a number of e-mails after that which I cannot remember.

My 3rd e-mail which I currently used is a local free e-mail provider called webportal.com.my . I've subsribe to a number of newsletter about a lot of stuff especially internet marketing subject. I didn't open this mailbox for almost a week and today i opened it, it was full of e-mails from my subscription list. It was very time consuming to read all the newsletter and most of them ended up in the trash bin.

My 4th e-mail is a HotPop e-mail. Last time, I wanted to find a pop e-mail whereby I can use an e-mail client to receive my e-mail. This e-mail is the only one I can find whereby it's free. My 5th e-mail uses the domain name of my company's main product which is totalwealth.com.my. This is my office e-mail and its main purpose is to handle all my business matter at the office.

Well, that's about my e-mail account. These days, it is common to have more than one e-mail account. The only problem is whether the e-mail is active or not..enjoy!!

Sunday, September 05, 2004

I haven't been blogging for quite some time here. The reason is because I was blogging in . For your information, the site has conducted a contest called 'The Blogathon'. It was a 10 consecutive days of blogging just finished last week. I've been selected as the top ten bloggers there. The traffic for my blog site there isn't much but I've made a lot of friends there. Infact, they are going to organize a gathering and I am sure I'll get invited to that.

A lot of exhibition are happening this couple of weeks here in KL. Today, I'm going to The Mine's Exhibition Centre situated about half an hour drive from my house. It should be an interesting event there since it involves Information and Communication Technology. For more information, you can check it out at this website .

I'll be including some pictures and a few comment about the exhibition once I've returned from there. Do visit my website for further development follow up...

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Again, I was surprised to see my blog didn't move position. I was still at the 3rd position. I was like, that's awesome!!! Nevertheless, the review about my blog wasn't there. Only the 1st spot they reviewed. Nevermind, should try to add more content later.
Made a couple of mistakes today. Well, making mistake can be good sometimes. If you don't make mistake, you'll never learn..cheers..

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

When I started blogging at X-Fresh, I was just like doing it for fun. Apparently, they're running a contest. I was like thinking, "Yeah..no big deal". As usual I did what I did. Suddenly, I was checking out their blog section and to my surprise, they started the contest already. BTW, the contest is called 'Blog-Athon'. My blog was rank at number 3 over there. I was like "What just happen?". It's unbelievable. My blog was actually full of crap but the only difference was, I put a lot of pictures in it. I host my picture at Photobucket and link the pictures there. You can check out my blog at X-Fresh by clicking here.
I hope to see more people visiting my blog site..TTFN..

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

I started blogging on another site called X-Fresh. X-Fresh is a young and dynamic group of highly motivated and energetic people who runs a lot of teens stuff and activities. Eventhough I'm not a teenager anymore but I feel like one. Ever heard of a saying that says, "young at heart". Sure you do, right...Well have a browse at their website at this url.

Monday, August 16, 2004

I wanted to go home early, unfortunately I was stucked at the office because of the rain. My office mate left me taking charge of the office while they go and have a drink downstairs, while I had load of stuff to plan for since my big boss is going to come to the office tomorrow.

Enough about my complains, people who complains a lot isn't going anywhere, am I right? Sometimes it's good to complain because it relieves you from stress. Too many however is quite destructive since doing it on a regular basis can lead to a negative habit. A few pic I took before I arrived home.


This is the entrance of my office (notice the blue 'X' of the signboard at the stairways)


I'm ready to 'fire off' my old bike home


A view of a traffic jam nearby my house


This road leads to Kepong, I really hate this road

If you want to avoid the stress of being trapped in a jam, check out this website first before you turn that ignition key on ;-D

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Weekends, a very happy moment for me. Time just passes by without even noticing it during weekends. It the time of joy and freedom for me at least. Most of my time spend on weekends is to catch up with a lot of stuff which is happening around me especially my social life.

To be successful is to be well balanced, a very good friend of me told me that. I think that is the most important thing to remember. I watched F1 today and Michael Schumacher was celebrating its 12 victory for this season alone. He is one guy who enjoys doing the things he is being doing. Maybe I should do the same thing too ;-)

Michael Schumacher wins 12th Formula One

Saturday, August 14, 2004

My IT interest slowed down the recent couple of years. This is because of my decision to pursue a diploma in Mechanical Engineering majoring in Automotive. It's an interesting subject however the technology is not as cutting edge as IT especially here in Malaysia. Imagine driving a car with a caburettor while advance and a more efficient technology is the fuel injection system.

Anyway, I decided to venture in the IT world again this year. It was a huge effort because I need to catch up all the advances happening for the past few years. I went to Informatics College, this college in my opinion is one of my favourite IT college. Before this, I went to the Damansara branch for a free workshop on using Dreamweaver to create websites. Again, this time at the KL branch at Megan Avenue, they held a workshop on Wireless Networking in promoting the Certified Wireless Network Administrator.



It was an eye opener for me since I learned a lot of latest technology on wireless application and how to do it at home. For more information regarding this course, you can click here for more information.



After the workshop, I went to The International Strategic Partnership & Business Networking Trade Fair For SMEs at PWTC KL. SME stands for Small & Medium Enterprises. Unfortuanately, I didn't manage to be there much longer since I arrived there at 4.30pm and the exhibition closed at 5pm. Here are some pictures I've recorded for your view.


This is the entrance to PWTC

The entrance to the Exhibition

My name tag embeded with a magnetic stripe inside. To use this, all I need to do is touch and go each booth I'm interested in.

A view before the exhibition ends

Another view of the exhibition
Hi,


This is my small home office. It isn't that nice but it's comfortable enough for me to do all the work that needed to be done. Of course on the other part of the room can't be shown because it's not really tidy up yet.
I shall do another post after I return from a free wireless networking workshop at a local private college here.

Friday, August 13, 2004

Riding A Motorbike Can Be Dangerous

My transportation to work is by riding a motorcycle. My motorbike is an old Suzuki Best R110 manufactured back in 1988. Eventhough it's an old bike, it still gets me to wherever I want to go around the Klang Valley. I choose to use a bike simply because it's easier to maneuvre around the hustling and traffic of KL roads plus, the fuel consumption of a bike is very low. It depends on what bike you ride actually, for a 4 stroke engine bike, the fuel consumption is very much lower. Mine is a 2 stroke engine which uses a 2T oil and produces lots of white smoke, so it consumes more petrol.

Enough on the detail about my bike. Lately, I've been riding along KL road and notice a lot of things happening around on the road. I feel that riding a bike is like a 'kamikaze' act because you'll never know what will happen to you. Just now I was on the road, there were a lot of heavy vehicle on the road. It was a nightmare. Imagine the wheel of a lorry with the same height as you while you are riding on your bike. If you fall down beside the lorry while it is moving in the traffic jam, what will happen to you? It's just scary.

I've encountered numerous near accident experience. My adrenaline normally pumped hard when that happen. It is risky being on a bike. It can sometimes be fatal, however it's the most convenient transportation that I could have. Last time, I used to drive a car. If you are in KL and you've never experienced the traffic jam, I don't have anything to say to you except, "Go out there and experience it for yourself".

Friday, August 06, 2004

I received a call yesterday by a company named Success Resources. They were following up me since I signed up during their Anthony Robbin's Preview last January. I only wish I can to Singapore, unfortunately I couldn't because of a lot of unfinished business I have here. Plus, my financial status isn't up to the par yet for me to go anywhere.


I arrived in front of the office


A view of a typical corporate office


Anthony Robbin's Banner outside on the building


However I did went to their office the 2nd time to settle things out and I was really impressed by the environment of the office. Compare it to my office, this office is much more livelier than mine. I can only wish my current office is like this office. Maybe one day, my dream will come true as most of my dream does. ;-)

For more info about Anthony Robbin Asia click here

Monday, July 26, 2004

Mistake happen a lot. I made a mistake today and I have to pay the price for it. When bad things happen to you, the most obvious thing in your mind is "how do I get away from this?". This is a normal reaction. After a while, you get used to it and later on, you'll forget about it. We all are forgetful. We forgive and we move on. When things get remembered, that's where the problem starts.

Making mistake is not a bad thing. We learn a lot from our mistake. Successful people do literally the most mistake than anybody else. That's why they're rewarded for their mistake with success. Thomas Edison in his story did over 20,000 experiment before he suceeded inventing the light bulb. That alone is just the light bulb, not yet displaying and mass produce it to the market. People thought he was crazy when he announced to the world he invented the light bulb.

So, make mistake and improve!!!

Sunday, July 25, 2004

I love fixing thing especially technical stuff. It is kind of a satisfying feeling. I've repaired a lot of my personal things such as my watches, my car and the best of all, my computer. I also repaired a few computers belonging to friends of mine, including my boss's. However, I don't really enjoy them when it didn't work out or the things I repaired get even worse. That is why I don't dare make it as one of my side income.

I'm working on a few web pages on how I replaced my car's water pump, how I replaced my car's alternator, how I replaced my brother's car carburettor, how I cover up some dent on my car's bonet and a few more. This is coming up very soon. Who knows, I can stock them up and sell them as an e-book or something.

I was watching F1 today, so surprised to watch Kimi Raikonen lost his back wing and crashed. I am not a Ferarri fan by the way, but I do adore Ferarri's technology and reliablity. I can see that Micheal Schumacher has achieved his self-actualization, he's on top of the world right now.

Saturday, July 24, 2004

One of my favourite show on television is 'The Brand', it is shown on TV3 and it creates awareness of the brand we have all around us. The show is very educational especially if you wish to improve yourself. It is one way of how you can increase your value. With an increased in value, you therefore increase your demand thus more income for you.

I used to be a very shy person. In fact, until today the shyness is still there. Remaining anonymous is quite interesting, however there is a pros and cons to it. I have chosen to be more extrovert and also introvert to some extent. My personal reason is because, it's kind of ridiculous to remain anonymous when in todays technology, we can trace everyone to their DNA. If for some reason where safety is concerned, then 'yes', anonymity is important.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

Everyday for me is an interesting day. I learn something new every single day. If I don't learn something, at least I get to see, read or hear something new. That's what I've always practice everyday. I love watching TV, I've been watching TV all my life. For some people, watching TV is a waste of time. For me, watching TV is like learning while entertaining yourself. It's a wonderful experience and one the most quickest way to get information.
The message of the day is, if you want to watch TV. Open your mind to it...cheers

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

The quickest way to obtain information is by reading. I heard that quote on a television while I was having breakfast this morning. Can't remember who said that but the point is, reading is the most fastest way to get informations.
I remember a time when I was crazy to learn about this new technique to 'speed reading'. I went for a course titled, 'Advanced Reading Course', they taught me how to read faster than before, not reading with high speed. The technique is very simple, if you can eliminate the internal voice while you're reading, then you'll definitely read faster.
With immense reading materials we have today, it's impossible to absorb all the information. Let's take an example. You read newspaper everyday, in the newspaper, there are different sections inside it. What you'll do is, you'll scan the entire page for words or pictures. What you're doing now is being specific. You filter out the things you don't want to know. It's nearly the same thing about speed reading, you first scan the document that you're going to read for example, the newspaper, you only read the news that you're interested. If you want to read more, I'll dedicate a webpage just for this subject later. Cheers..

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

It was a busy day today. Started of with a blown adapter for my laptop. Luckily there was another adaptor which was the printer adapter that fits just fine for the laptop. That's a relief. Stayed in the office until dark before my job is complete. It was hardwork and someone has to do it. It's also an amazing experience to work on something very new with some passionate people. Money wasn't an issue anymore although it is still important. Another amazing fantastic day awaits me tomorrow..cherio..


Monday, July 19, 2004

Everyday should be an interesting for everyone. If you realized it or not, everyday we pick up bits and pieces of information. That piece of information can both be good or bad. In order to test whether the information is good or not, we normally unconsciously do the thing we think should give out the best result for ourselves.
Today I watched my favourite TV series and the plot of the story is on a wider scale. It's like you're living in a box where there's another big box outside the box. Either way, I think we all have our own box. We can never go out the box, it's not really normal to do that. That box determines who you are. Anyway, the tv series is marvellous and I owuld like to give the series a big credit for their creativity.
I've still got an enormous opportunity to explore now. Hope to see all of you again soon...

Sunday, July 18, 2004

Today is such a good day. I cleaned up my room, did some reading and I finished up an assignment. A few weeks back, my boss's laptop was wrecked when he drop the poor thing to the floor. Luckily, the monitor wasn't damaged and the only thing that was not fuctioning was the connection from the power supply.

After I examined the laptop, the only thing that I had to do was to attach the connector socket back into the motherboard. I dismantled the laptop but I left the thing for almost 2 weeks. I only continued the work today and to my surprise, the laptop was back to normal condition except for the damaged part near the computer. I'll post some picture of it when I get my digital camera working again.

Inside the laptop was a lot of valuable information plus some personal private thing. I know it's kind of wrong to sneak into someone else's private thing but I think it's not so wrong if I were to keep it to myself and not telling everybody around, right? It reminded me of the Spiderman quote, 'With Great Power, Comes Great Responsibility'. Everyone of us have certain skill which a few people have, some people realized it, some people don't. I think I realized of what I am capable of. ;-)

Saturday, July 17, 2004

Today is a wonderful day. Normally it'll rain here in Malaysia during
the evening. luckily, there's no rain today. As usual, my online
activity starts early in the morning. After checking my e-mail, I had
lunch with my family while watching our favourite TV Programme of our
morning which is 'Dragonball'. I lost of count how many years the show
has been aired on television but I believe, it'll be another few more
years to go before the series end.



I'm still figuring out what to do to when I'm online. It's kind of hard
for me when I sit in front of the computer. Time flies just like that
especially when I'm on the net. There are too much information out
there. I'm learning how to filter out those irrelevant thing and be
serious on what I want to focus on. If anyone have some tips on how
they filter out distraction, drop me an e-mail and I would happy to
share the information with you.

Friday, July 16, 2004

It has been 46 days I haven't written anything in this blog. You can see how easily we can become distracted when we do something we don't really enjoy doing. Anyway, I want to try and learn to love updating my Blog. I can see that blogging can be rewarding sometimes. Let's go to
my story.

Last night was not a good night for me. Anyway, it was an experience to me. A friend of mine asked me to join him for a meeting at a mamak stall. He insisted me on the phone earlier to come and meet him, so I granted his wishes I agreed to hear what he has to say. I realized that it was a Multilevel Marketing (MLM) business opportunity but I keep my mind open to see what is it has to offer.

What happen was. The presentation was pretty much okay, my friend and his upline member convinced myself and another good friend of mine to be part of their team. They showed me all sort of stuff, income statement, cheques, brochure etc..unfortunately, I was still not impress by them. The reason I wasn't impressed because, the plan they had doesn't fit what I want. I know that with the income I can achieved with the plan, can get me what I want but the most important of all, they didn't really focused on me. They were focussing on the money I can get if I were to work out the plan. That's not really good, isn't it. I would consider of joining them if they were sincere to me, ask me questions, show me some concern, get to know me a lot better. That didn't happen at all. All they were focussing on is to get things going according to what they have in plan. I don't like that. Infact, during the presentation, I gave a lot of body language signals, voice signals that I wasn't really interested about what they're saying. My message didn't get through and I personally think, that's not good. I tried to say 'no', unfortunately I didn't want to break my friend's heart, so I replied to him that I'll be thinking about it.

From my experience, when you say "I'll think about it." you are procastinating the decision you want to make and that can create pain. If you don't follow up with them, it's already a "NO". One thing I learn is, do not focused to much on the money, focus on the value that the money can give you. People love to talk about themselves, no wonder they were so excited on giving the presentation and ignored me. The moral of the story here is MLM Business is a fantastic tool to use to earn extra income or even better, to achieve financial freedom but please be more concern on the person you're prospecting with.

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Hello everyone,

Does any of you guys out there love seminars? Well I do, infact right now I am in the seminar business market. I was introduced to a network marketing plan and I was amazed by what they had to offer. It was an amazing business. I've tried one of those pyramid scheme but the small one of course and I didn't succeed on it. So, when I was introduced to this business plan, I was quite motivated at that time.

As time passes by, I didn't hit the level that were required in order to be recognized as an income member. There I was, with one downline, at first I thought I was going to make it and things didn't went the way I imagine it to be. Anyway, I loved the training session, there's a Business Builders Club, Seminars, Coaching, Books, Tapes and Conventions. All were for members to tak advantage off. Still, I wasn't able to make use of all the tools.

As many would have guess. I search for something else besides Network Marketing and I came across a fabulous seminar preview in my first quest of searching for alternative ways. At that time, I went into the sales line and my 1st job was tele-marketing. I was hugely terrified with cold calling but I kept on doing it because I wanted to take away the fear of talking to strangers and also to get used of the fear of rejection. Was I successful?? Nope, I got fired 2 weeks after that because I had no sale.

I think this story is a bit too long for all of you to read. I'll continue it in my next writing. See you all...

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Hello there,

I am one of millions of survivor fans around the globe. I watched Survivor series since the beginning of the show and the best one would be the latest All-Star Survivor. Just expressing out what I like actually since I just watch the last series of it..hehe..

Anyway, today I was on a quest to open up a Citibank account since I'm doing internet marketing and my income is in US Dollar, better have one of the world leading bank to process my ClickBank cheques. I arrived at the HQ of Citibank in KL and surprised to see so many people there. Later I realized that it was the end of the month and people are getting paid this time of the month. I finally found the right counter to seek information and I was turn down to open an account because the requirement was that I must have a job or a legit business.

So, I went on to find my second option from my list of recommended bank. It's a local bank and they said that the charge fees are only charge from the other side of the party and not from the bank I'll open up with. That was good to here, the problem then was, I was on the wrong branch and they told me to find the nearest branch to my home. So off I went to the nearest branch back home and things work out fine there. Well, I still haven't got my ATM card yet but I'll get it sooner or later.

By the way, I haven't continue my journey for my online marketing using Google. Well, I'll tell you about that in my next blog okay?

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Hello guys,

Has anyone of you guys ever got money by using the internet? Well I search for a lot of ways of doing that, however, the Internet Marketing arena is quite saturated and has a high level of competition. I'll tell you about my 'making money' journey later but for now, let's focus on getting income by using the internet shall we.

This month is a very interesting month because I've received my 1st and also my 2nd ClickBank cheque. By the way, for those of you who haven't heard of ClickBank, ClickBank is a digital marketplace which sells digital products only. It's free to register, however for Malaysian, you cannot register for a ClickBank account because it has blacklisted Malaysia probably because of the high level of credit card fraud. So, how did I get my ClickBank account?

There's a number of internet seminar here running around in the seminar business market, especially in KL. A lot of them offers the 'How To's' kind of stuff to get your very own internet business. I've been to one of them, the FREE preview of course. It's very informative but still, how many of us can build and run a website? Even I don't have my own website. There's a saying that says, 'It's takes money to make money'. That's really true, there is no such thing as 'Something for nothing' these days. I've met a couple of people who went to the paid internet seminar and still haven't get their Return On Investment yet.

Oppss...it's time already. I have to go to work now. I only wish I don't have to go to work and finish up this writing. Unfortunately, I can't afford to that for the time being. Maybe I will....very soon... ;-)

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Hello there..

4 days have gone since I last posted my blog here. The last weekend was a very hectic days for me. Last Friday was an inspiring day, my boss where I'm working with screamed at me because he wasn't satisfied with my job. That was an experience I will never forget. Anyway, I moved on with that. The following day was another interesting day, I went to a Book Fair at PWTC, KL. I setup a meeting with one of my e-mail friends there, I ended up meeting almost her entire family. During the Book Fair, I also bumped into my school alumni meeting, apparently I registered with my school alumni and I'm hoping to see what's their next activity.

On Sunday, I crack my brain out to build my school batch alumni page. I finished it up in just 5 hours, upload it at my no ads-free website and registered for a CJB.Net domain. My end result is the Laman Web MRSM BP Untuk Batch 97/98. Anyone interested to see what my first ever website looks like, feel free to have a look. I'm still working out to improve the site and also I'm trying out all the skill I have learn to put into action. I'm focusing on driving traffic to the website after this. Wish me luck..

Friday, May 21, 2004

Hello everybody,

Well, I've been quite busy lately. Haven't had the time to online as much as I did last time. Today I got some few free consultation worth a few hundred ringgit. It's worth listening to but still, I need to put it to practice in order to see the result. Apparently, I also encountered something that I've been searching for a while. I hadn't made up my mind yet to make a decision. Making decisions can sometimes hard and sometimes easy.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

O'la everyone,

It's Tuesday already, how time flies. Monday night is a favourite time for me because I don't go out during the night. I just stay at home and watch two of my favourite whos which is 'Alias' and 'Fastlane'. Those two program inspires me a lot. I love what they display in the series. You see, we are being conditioned to think like everyone else think. Usually, the person who think the other way around are the one who is exceptional and a few of them do stand out among the rest.

I just realized that, what you really want is more important than what you need. If you have an even bigger want, you'll definitely need a bigger needs. So, in order to think big and achieve more, we need to act more with the need and put the puzzle together. It is hard to do it, but as a saying says, 'Work Hard, Play Hard'.

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Hi everyone..

It's been a while I haven't 'blog' anything. As Zig Ziglar says, Emotion creates action. Today, I met an old friend of mine who was very emotional. She was upset because of some terrible thing she had done and happened to her. Just before that I was listening to an audio series by the famous "Anthony Robbins" about decide NOT to be PERFECT. I was surprised to hear the news and wonder, what else, us as a human being would ever do.

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Hello everybody,

Well today was a very rewarding day. That's the good news. The not so good news is, like the famous Spiderman quote, 'with great power, comes great responsibility', apparently I discovered something about myself which I don't really like. Still, it was a discovery and it's good to discover something, don't you think so? At least you know something, right?

Does anyone know, how does it feel to be mentally exhausted and physically exhausted? I think, today I was mentally exhausted. Normally, I don't see people so much and my conditioning is also like that. I tend to loose my good mood when I meet up or I am with a lot of people for quite some time. The thing is, I like to stay at home. There's a saying in Malay, 'Rumahku Syurgaku'. I love that phrase which means 'My Home is My Heaven'. Maybe I am a homesick person..haha..until next time..

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Hello there,

Tuesday was an interesting day. I get to know something from someone. Normally at first I don't really like talking to a person I just knew. Somehow, it's fascinate me if you're focused on someone, you can have a decent conversation with the other party. One thing I learned today is, no matter how lonely you are, you need to have connection with another living person. I wonder how a person can live along with their pets? They are also living creature and we can interact with them. Phrase of the day, "You'll never know when you can strike big"..until next time..

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Hello my readers,

Today is a fair day. Sometimes it rains here especially during the evening. I don't feel like going out today so I'll spend my day at home doing anything I can do indoor. Basically, I watch TV and most of the time I spend is in front of the computer. By the way, it's F1 weekend today. Can't wait to watch F1 cars in action. I love F1, generally I love cars. I wish one day I have my own car workshop, Mmm...better put it as one of my long term goal. Have a nice day everyone...

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Hello everyone,

I was doing something else in my offline world. That explain why I didn't write for two days. Apparently, I had a privelege to be in a group of a unique and special people. My job at the moment is to lure people to come for a success seminar which is doing very well at the moment in my country. Of course I've learned that you'll never be rich if you're in a job, so that's why I'm investing my time immersing myself in a world of increasingly popular 'personal development' business. There's a quote I heard which is, "You've got to do things like no one else, to live like no one else'. It's quite confusing to understand that the first time you've heard of them but you'll soon digest it sooner or later.



Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Hello..

Today I've been inspired by someone else's blog page and I am impressed how her web blog is doing. Personally I never thought of writing openly for public view, still it's interesting when you open up to the world. Who knows, opportunity may knock your doors right? I know a lot of you people out there have experience this before and it's an amazing thing how communication skills can do to you.

It's actually Tuesday by the time I'm typing this out. Just now, I was enjoying my Monday night routine which is watching TV. I love Monday night and BTW, it's a holiday here at my place. I believe that the people who are reading my writing are smart enough to know about messages they give through the TV. It's simply a remarkable thing, no wonder people on TV can get rich quicker than the rest of us, don't you think?

At the moment, I'm trying to brainstorm my brain out to find something that I can sell on the internet. It's day 47 since I started doing affiliate marketing. Anyone who's interested or maybe who have tried it before can contact me anytime. Two minds are better than one, so let's do something together, shall we?